Grad.

*sigh*

Among all the slew of 'OMG Grad=AWESOME' posts I suppose I'm the only one whose blog entry won't sound as 'HURRAH' as all the others.

Well, the ceremonies were good. Didn't help that I was depressed for a bit. I walked halfway across campus to get the KN buildings and felt a bit sick for most of the performance (where I screwed up on my solo, but whatever.) because I hadn't had any water or anything to eat all morning. Brother and mum's friend did come though so that was nice. Dad was there too.

Dinner was okay too. Food was good too. I did talk to some alumni who were there which was fun. I didn't dance, I don't like dancing....maybe dancing would've improved my mood but still, I don't like dancing one bit. I got lots of comments about my dress that made me a bit happy but again, made me sad because, well, it would've been alot nicer if my mom was standing in front of me looking at me proudly and lovingly and hugging me saying how beautiful I was. No, no, the 'In spirit' comments don't work anymore.

You know what? Maybe if mum was there instead of 'In spirit' as many parents were telling me (which has gotten very annoying), I would've been less depressed, and this post would've been much much much happier. But er- due to some circumstances and something I believe called the Cycle of Life or Laws of Life or something, that's not entirely possible.

And after grad. Went to Amy's and didn't stay for very long. I hope those of you who stayed had a good time. I wasn't feeling too good emotionally so I called dad to pick me up and I went straight home and quickly went to bed and cried. Grads are not supposed to end where the graduate goes home and cries I don't believe, no? And the first thing I did when my eyes popped open was I cried. Gee Gilligan.

Also, I feel the need to mention that ethnic jokes, when someone from the ethnic group in question is present, are not funny in the very least.

Anyway, I've been up since 9...I think I'll go out and aimlessly wander about the city in an effort to not feel depressed and get some quick banking done. I will debate if I want to fully remember this grad or not while I'm out later today.

Anyway, I hope everyone's grads went better than mine,

-Moé

EDIT IMPORTANTE:
Has anyone seen my camera? I think I may have left it at Amy's.