In spare right now...craving my ramen as ramen just tastes really good.

As to what's happened, I'll try to make this as long as possible. Or as short.

So yesterday I was supposed to have gone down to the Office of the Public trustee. Was not told why by our executor but I suspected it had to do with the transfer of the funds left for me to my account as the secretary called before our executor did and explained what I had to bring (and I was thoroughly confused when she asked 'electronic or cheque?').

Dad said that I had to cancel the appointment. He said it was for some reason or another but that our executor hasn't finished other things taht need to be règlée---er---solved. And he's right. There's still some stuff in Jamaica that need to be taken care of.

So that wasn't the main reason why I was emo-y. There were two reasons. One which I'll go into now about the transfer matter and the second which I'll address later tonight.

I called up my dad later that day to find out what was happening and he explained that he formally cancelled the appointment. He then went on to explain some stuff about what he thinks our executor's been doing with the money I should be getting. As I don't think I can go into super detail (legalities? I dunno. I won't reveal specific amounts of money..I'll er--censor it with XX$) I'll cover the basics.

My dad told me yesterday that apparently the amount I'm told I'm getting isn't the full amount that was put aside for me. He went on to say that the XX$ I that I should be receiving have dwindled greatly as he suspects our executor has been using the funds allocated for me to pay off lawyers and pay herself for her services. A scary thought, yes. True? I don't know. My dad has a tendancy to tell things that'll have me worried or angry for days and will turn out to be not true.

So I spent most of yesterday being mad and emoey at the fact that this just won't stop having bumps and dead ends to it. That and it's been going on for a while. I was kinda convinced that it would be clear sailing and that it would all be over as of yesterday. (Or well that the major part would be over) And if what my dad said yesterday is true, that'd make me angrier mainly because our executor is a friend of my parents. (Who knows, perhaps it is legal for her to take money from funds that were supposedly allocated by my mom for me and use them to pay off lawyers who are handling the situation here and in Jamaica. Who knows, maybe it's not. I'm not law-savvy.)

But yeah, once the XX$ is transferred, it'll be used to pay my partion of the mortgage. Beh.

Random but, I love my mom. I got a statement from the Canadian Scholarship Trust Fund people yesterday and I just wish I could go hug her and thank her. But due to certain circumstances, that's not entirely possible but hey, if she were here I'd glomp her.

If I read the statements right, I have more than enough money to pay for all 4-yrs of University. Books and tuition.

If I read it slightly incorrectly, I still have more than enough money to pay for 4-yrs of University. There've been deductions that I'm curious about so I'll run them by dad if he understands them.

I'm still going to apply for scholarships and such but that statement made my day.

My dad's further suspicions of my mom's older brother and sister taking money is not. (They haven't. That money I know is seperate which is why i'm skeptical. Ah financial family wars are so le fun /end sarcasm. I love my auntie, my uncle's strange but I love them both.)

*hits head against desk*

So that's part one. I have a lab in Chem 30 due Sunday night as well as a quiz =X. It also looks like I'll be at Pearson tomorrow. Guh.

*goes to prepare ramen*